I got a shocker recently - nothing abyssal or really out of place..
A simple text message that seemed to hint that a friendship i cherished was over - it put me in mild shock but I understood the reason for it. Perhaps as an immediate fallout or perhaps my pride was working in full gear - I deleted all contact details and previous messages from the sender.
The message was specific enough to sound like a goodbye but open enough to hint at a future possibility - I don't feel that positive and this will perhaps cure me of the grand delusions that I have...
I don't want to find myself tempted to try to contact this person - hence the brash action taken to delete messages and contact numbers - it would be considered a high crime if i ruin this person's life or chances and yet here I am wondering at the suddenness of it all - i'm getting used to occurrences like this and when they happen - I try to move on as quickly as I can.
I don't claim to understand the what or why but there is always that gift of time and i"m still here...
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